hmmmmm.....

wat is mature??4 me mature nt jz growth externally but internally 2..hw 2 say internally??tats mean..when there r stin bad happen in my life,hw i cool down n overcome the problems..if mature jz c fr the outlook r tat consider as mature??i tin im nt agree..although im acting like a kid fr my attitudes but i tin tat my thinking is nt like a kid..at least i can face pro by myself when thr r nobody beside me..at least i hv positive thinking towards wat had go through my life..but stime i will wu li qu nao 2 la..hehe..no perfect de ma...hmm..tis few days tin many tins o...cox c frens beside me face pro in their social relationship..tis make me tin many many tins..n remind me hv 2 treat ppl moderately..don b 2 good but don 2 bad 2..jz do the best i can.help ppl when they r need but if fail to help,its not my false 2..don gif up easily when facing pro cox everytin happen gt its own meaning..n tis will help me in d future..make me bcum more taugh n stable when pro r coming..since groe up,wan find a believable fren really nt easy..human r selfish..tis is a fact..everyone will tin bout themself first b4 the others..tis make me miss my frens..but stime some fren will go away 2..ren yao xue xi fu chu..nt jz oly kn hw 2 receive..n stime hv 2 stand beyond other ppl field n tin 4 the others..especially the one tat u love n care..don feel tat jz bcox he love u then u can do watever u wan or like towards him..he is normal ppl 2..he will wu li qu nao stime..don expect tat he is perfect..he need love 2..need care 2..jz like wat i need..i didnt agree wif wat mei ching tin..she told me tat she is v xin ku when ah wei asyik angry her n don wan tell her wat he is angry bout..she said if nt suit jz divorce la..last time when im quarrelling wif ah xiong she oso say like tat 2 me.."if nt suit,jz break la.."is tat a best way 2 solve d pro?i dont tin so..tis is a stupid way..if everytime quarrell jz tin of break or divorce,then no ned pato,no ned marry la..fan zheng v xin ku o..last time i will simply said the word like tat 2 2 my ex but nw...i kn tat, the word cnt b simply say out..its hurt n will make d relationship bcom worse..grow up liaw..nt everytin r happen bcox u lie it,bcox u wan it..stime tin tat u don like,u don wan will happen 2 n u hv 2 learn 2 accept it..tis call life......