hmmmmm.....

wat is mature??4 me mature nt jz growth externally but internally 2..hw 2 say internally??tats mean..when there r stin bad happen in my life,hw i cool down n overcome the problems..if mature jz c fr the outlook r tat consider as mature??i tin im nt agree..although im acting like a kid fr my attitudes but i tin tat my thinking is nt like a kid..at least i can face pro by myself when thr r nobody beside me..at least i hv positive thinking towards wat had go through my life..but stime i will wu li qu nao 2 la..hehe..no perfect de ma...hmm..tis few days tin many tins o...cox c frens beside me face pro in their social relationship..tis make me tin many many tins..n remind me hv 2 treat ppl moderately..don b 2 good but don 2 bad 2..jz do the best i can.help ppl when they r need but if fail to help,its not my false 2..don gif up easily when facing pro cox everytin happen gt its own meaning..n tis will help me in d future..make me bcum more taugh n stable when pro r coming..since groe up,wan find a believable fren really nt easy..human r selfish..tis is a fact..everyone will tin bout themself first b4 the others..tis make me miss my frens..but stime some fren will go away 2..ren yao xue xi fu chu..nt jz oly kn hw 2 receive..n stime hv 2 stand beyond other ppl field n tin 4 the others..especially the one tat u love n care..don feel tat jz bcox he love u then u can do watever u wan or like towards him..he is normal ppl 2..he will wu li qu nao stime..don expect tat he is perfect..he need love 2..need care 2..jz like wat i need..i didnt agree wif wat mei ching tin..she told me tat she is v xin ku when ah wei asyik angry her n don wan tell her wat he is angry bout..she said if nt suit jz divorce la..last time when im quarrelling wif ah xiong she oso say like tat 2 me.."if nt suit,jz break la.."is tat a best way 2 solve d pro?i dont tin so..tis is a stupid way..if everytime quarrell jz tin of break or divorce,then no ned pato,no ned marry la..fan zheng v xin ku o..last time i will simply said the word like tat 2 2 my ex but nw...i kn tat, the word cnt b simply say out..its hurt n will make d relationship bcom worse..grow up liaw..nt everytin r happen bcox u lie it,bcox u wan it..stime tin tat u don like,u don wan will happen 2 n u hv 2 learn 2 accept it..tis call life......

im dian bo.....

hehe...tis few days jz blur blur de past...dono wana do wat..many assig hv 2 do but dono how to start..ngai wor..ah xiong said tis is bcox i miss him 2 much..hmmm...i tin so..hehe..but tis kind of miss make me feel xin fu..dono how 2 describe the feeling..jz a simple msg,a simple call...can make me feel v xin fu..although everytime call me dian bo cox me blur blur de..hehe...hope tat dont quarrell gain..jz stay xin fu..i wan b a xin fu bao bao..hehe...v xin fu one...MISS AH XIONG.............muaks....

tired...wan go bek leh..

2day feel tired o..and gt a little bit nt feeling well 2..wana go bek..miss ah xiong v much o..so ke lian..long time jz can c him gain...really tired..many assig hv 2 b complete but dono how to start..haih~~cnt sleep well too...wan sick liaw la....:(

funny...

first time really funny...hahahaha...v cute one...hahahahaha..sure he mad make by me....hahahaha..but i like tat kind of feeling..jz like we r close..can play n say out wat we tin straightly..2day wan go study gain...miss ah xiong~~

like the way he treat me..talk bout his tins..let me know him more..:)is jz a simple way can make me v hapi liaw...last nz hapi eh..hehe..

mayb i kn wat should i do liaw..im growing up,so many tins have to face by myself to prepare me 4 the more difficult tins in the future..i have to b responsible 4 wat i had choose and stay brave to face it although stime really tired and dono how to solve the pro 2..life is like tat..got hapi and unhapi 2..its up 2 myself in how to settle all the tins down..im xiao ting eh...ntin can beat me down...although stime the stress come n dono wat 2 do..but i still believe there is a way out in the future..jia you!!!2nz my mood more gud liaw..go 2 jog n liu many many han xia shuang diao..mood becum gud diao..all the unhapi can b 4get 4 a while..mayb stime is me myself tin 2 much and make myself suffer..tats a gal lo..owes like tat..mayb me oso man man de can understand wat ah xiong tin liaw..jz gif me some more time..i tin i can liao jie him de..mama told me tat all tins hv to b tolerate..nobody is perfect in tis world..im a bad temper person 2..but i ned to learn to tolerate wif him..if not everytime quarrel nobody ran de hua then we will jz spoilt diao our relation..i don wan like tat..i don wan 2 b a easily gif up de person..really wish tat we got our own time but hv 2 go lim teh wif frens..mei ban fa lo..although will b a little bored thr but he is my bf,i hv 2 respect him..stime if mood not gud realy will angry but hv to control myself..tats wat called tolerate i tin..im not a gud gf but i will try my best to b gud..i will do wat should i do..jz wana c him hapi when wif me..tats my responsibility..the most important tin i should do nw is..spend time to understand my bf..n b patient when he is angry exspecially..hope tat he can change his bad temper one day..me oledy try to change y he cnt??ntin is impossible..jz u wan or don wan..o o liaw...gud nz xiao ting..hehe..everytin will be gud after a sleep..stay cheers.................:)

wat should i do?????????

im in skei nw..yesterday jz cum bek..it is hard to describe my feeling..isnt should b hapi if cum bek??but....im in bad mood..y owes wan 2 b not hapi??jz wan a simply life and a simply relationship..y all tins wan 2 b so complicated??since i reach home,had to hear many tins bout ah xiong..at first when we hvnt started our relationship,all ppl say he is gud and ask me hv to treat him gud,cnt hurt him...but,y now everyone didnt tin like tat oledy?y wana say tins such as if not suit jz break nia la..if nt hapi,jz break nia la...break!break!break!!!!!!!if wan me break y at first wan us 2gether gain ar!!!!u ppl tin v easy ha???words cum easily fr u ppl mouth but r u ppl kn it will make me feel nan shou ma???u ppl jz simply say de words...how bout me???wat should i do???be a gud daughter or jz b myself???i really v confuse make by u ppl!!!!!!!!!!i don wan bek gain!!!!!make me nan shou!!!!really nan shou!!!!nobody understand my feeling...really tin wana cry...y life is like tat???ah xiong will not understand 2...wana tell him but scare later he tin many gain then no hiu me gain...really dono how to do...can someone understand me????i feel like a stupid gal in front of ah xiong...y u wan treat me like tat???2 ppl walk 2gether y cnt treat each other nicely???y wan treat me like tat??isnt u will feel hapi when c me beg u???i jz wan a simple relation..jz wan a bf care of me..jz wan a bf can hear all of my unhapi..jz wan a bf can understand me when everyone are nt at the side of me..jz wan a bf tat can know wat im tinking of..jz wan tis nia..v simple..jz like tat..realy didt yao qiu many..really...im v hapi de wana bek n c him but.......he seems like didnt tin like tat...mayb im 2 tian zheng..tin tat all tin can go smoothly all de time...oledy told u don treat me gud b4 tat..c nw...when u didnt treat me like b4,im suffer nw...i feel like being ignored...really v v v v v v v v v unhapi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i jz wan a simple life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nan dao ren zhang da le jiu yi ding yao zhe me complicated ma???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bu neng jian dan yi dian ma???????y when grow up we cnt do de tins we like liaw???sometimes really nt hapi but still hv 2 accept the unhapi tins and tell ourself,we grow up liaw..cnt be like a kid liaw...y cnt jz say out im nt hapi wif tis!!!im nt hapi wif tat!!!y should i hv 2 accept?????y???!!!!!!hate it!!!!!!!!!!

mood no good o...

tis few days my mood realy not good..i dono wan to do wat liaw..i just simply said out my thinking but he had angry me 4 few days liaw..we no contact almost a week..tat feeling make me cnt concerntrate in doing my things..i hate tat kind of feeling..stimes will be v tired if tis things happen and happen..dono how to face it..izit the gap of age cnt be ignored??he got his own thinking n same as me 2..haih~~pray tat we can tolerate wif each other...i realy don wan quarell la...zhe zhong gan jue heng nan shou...