it's a long long time i din sign in 2 my blog..2day i hv finish my 3 yrs study n now im working while the 1st time i start to write the blog is the time i just started my uni life.
如今，我已从一个不懂事，爱玩的女孩变成一个需要自己出来赚钱的20多岁少女了。岂不的不感叹时间流逝的好快吗。。。做工的生活不好过，少了朋友的陪伴，少了休息时间，少了回家乡的时间，更少了以往那可爱的笑容。嗨~~不过，人总要成长，每经过熬炼怎能学会珍惜呢？只能将不开兴吞一吞，然后，再重整出发。我努力的告诉自己--会过去的。。。。。
前几天，听到阿雄的爸爸提起我们俩的事，起初不以为意，以为他们在开玩笑，怎知阿雄爸爸去找姑姑，要她做个媒人去我家提亲。Aikkksss....我们要结婚了吗？
今天，28/07/2010下午2：30p.m.左右，阿雄告诉我他爸昨天去看房子了。那是个二手房子，家私齐全，28万左右。不过，阿雄的妈妈不满意，她说既然买了就应该买间新的房子，新的家具。我们真的要结婚了吗？？我也不懂也。。。。。我长大了哦。。好像离出嫁的时间越来越近了。不过，我希望无论几时，无论房子是新是旧，我和阿雄都能好好的，开开兴兴的去筹备我们的婚事。也让我能在还没结婚之前的这段时间，预备自己的心，是时候安定下来了。

hmmmmm.....

wat is mature??4 me mature nt jz growth externally but internally 2..hw 2 say internally??tats mean..when there r stin bad happen in my life,hw i cool down n overcome the problems..if mature jz c fr the outlook r tat consider as mature??i tin im nt agree..although im acting like a kid fr my attitudes but i tin tat my thinking is nt like a kid..at least i can face pro by myself when thr r nobody beside me..at least i hv positive thinking towards wat had go through my life..but stime i will wu li qu nao 2 la..hehe..no perfect de ma...hmm..tis few days tin many tins o...cox c frens beside me face pro in their social relationship..tis make me tin many many tins..n remind me hv 2 treat ppl moderately..don b 2 good but don 2 bad 2..jz do the best i can.help ppl when they r need but if fail to help,its not my false 2..don gif up easily when facing pro cox everytin happen gt its own meaning..n tis will help me in d future..make me bcum more taugh n stable when pro r coming..since groe up,wan find a believable fren really nt easy..human r selfish..tis is a fact..everyone will tin bout themself first b4 the others..tis make me miss my frens..but stime some fren will go away 2..ren yao xue xi fu chu..nt jz oly kn hw 2 receive..n stime hv 2 stand beyond other ppl field n tin 4 the others..especially the one tat u love n care..don feel tat jz bcox he love u then u can do watever u wan or like towards him..he is normal ppl 2..he will wu li qu nao stime..don expect tat he is perfect..he need love 2..need care 2..jz like wat i need..i didnt agree wif wat mei ching tin..she told me tat she is v xin ku when ah wei asyik angry her n don wan tell her wat he is angry bout..she said if nt suit jz divorce la..last time when im quarrelling wif ah xiong she oso say like tat 2 me.."if nt suit,jz break la.."is tat a best way 2 solve d pro?i dont tin so..tis is a stupid way..if everytime quarrell jz tin of break or divorce,then no ned pato,no ned marry la..fan zheng v xin ku o..last time i will simply said the word like tat 2 2 my ex but nw...i kn tat, the word cnt b simply say out..its hurt n will make d relationship bcom worse..grow up liaw..nt everytin r happen bcox u lie it,bcox u wan it..stime tin tat u don like,u don wan will happen 2 n u hv 2 learn 2 accept it..tis call life......

im dian bo.....

hehe...tis few days jz blur blur de past...dono wana do wat..many assig hv 2 do but dono how to start..ngai wor..ah xiong said tis is bcox i miss him 2 much..hmmm...i tin so..hehe..but tis kind of miss make me feel xin fu..dono how 2 describe the feeling..jz a simple msg,a simple call...can make me feel v xin fu..although everytime call me dian bo cox me blur blur de..hehe...hope tat dont quarrell gain..jz stay xin fu..i wan b a xin fu bao bao..hehe...v xin fu one...MISS AH XIONG.............muaks....

tired...wan go bek leh..

2day feel tired o..and gt a little bit nt feeling well 2..wana go bek..miss ah xiong v much o..so ke lian..long time jz can c him gain...really tired..many assig hv 2 b complete but dono how to start..haih~~cnt sleep well too...wan sick liaw la....:(

funny...

first time really funny...hahahaha...v cute one...hahahahaha..sure he mad make by me....hahahaha..but i like tat kind of feeling..jz like we r close..can play n say out wat we tin straightly..2day wan go study gain...miss ah xiong~~

like the way he treat me..talk bout his tins..let me know him more..:)is jz a simple way can make me v hapi liaw...last nz hapi eh..hehe..

mayb i kn wat should i do liaw..im growing up,so many tins have to face by myself to prepare me 4 the more difficult tins in the future..i have to b responsible 4 wat i had choose and stay brave to face it although stime really tired and dono how to solve the pro 2..life is like tat..got hapi and unhapi 2..its up 2 myself in how to settle all the tins down..im xiao ting eh...ntin can beat me down...although stime the stress come n dono wat 2 do..but i still believe there is a way out in the future..jia you!!!2nz my mood more gud liaw..go 2 jog n liu many many han xia shuang diao..mood becum gud diao..all the unhapi can b 4get 4 a while..mayb stime is me myself tin 2 much and make myself suffer..tats a gal lo..owes like tat..mayb me oso man man de can understand wat ah xiong tin liaw..jz gif me some more time..i tin i can liao jie him de..mama told me tat all tins hv to b tolerate..nobody is perfect in tis world..im a bad temper person 2..but i ned to learn to tolerate wif him..if not everytime quarrel nobody ran de hua then we will jz spoilt diao our relation..i don wan like tat..i don wan 2 b a easily gif up de person..really wish tat we got our own time but hv 2 go lim teh wif frens..mei ban fa lo..although will b a little bored thr but he is my bf,i hv 2 respect him..stime if mood not gud realy will angry but hv to control myself..tats wat called tolerate i tin..im not a gud gf but i will try my best to b gud..i will do wat should i do..jz wana c him hapi when wif me..tats my responsibility..the most important tin i should do nw is..spend time to understand my bf..n b patient when he is angry exspecially..hope tat he can change his bad temper one day..me oledy try to change y he cnt??ntin is impossible..jz u wan or don wan..o o liaw...gud nz xiao ting..hehe..everytin will be gud after a sleep..stay cheers.................:)